Healer

 My mother died about five years ago and I could hear her from the other side. When we dressed her in the temple whites to be buried, I didn't believe it until I kept hearing her everyday. 

It made me cry so much especially when I tucked Cosette in to bed at night and sang the same bed time songs my mom use to sing to me. I heard Mom sing along with me and I would get so choked up that I couldn't sing the rest. Coco asked if it was grandma? I would just nod my head because I couldn't get the words out to tell her it was. My mom was there in spirit. She lost her body, but her spirit lived on. Mom didn't leave this earth, she stayed to bring me comfort. How is it possible that I could hear here?

I asked my sisters and brothers if they could hear Mom and everyone said they could feel her, but that was it. I doubted myself. Why could I hear her and no one else?

My mother's spiritual presence had brought me so much comfort as I mourned the loss of her physical body.

Spring break came and we traveled to St Croix to visit the sun and family. When we returned, I couldn't sleep. Whenever we travel back from the equator to the North West I feel a shift after being so close to the fiery ball of light.

My sleep cycle was off, I didn't sleep for a whole week and that Sunday when I woke up, my brain felt fried. I didn't feel like myself. I called my doc to get a sleep aide to feel normal again and after I recovered from the lack of sleep, I realized I could hear energy. I could see peoples past or the paths they walked and why they are the human they became.

But how is this even possible? I called my doc again and went in to see her. Maybe I was crazy? Maybe I was making this all up in my head, I mean, who can hear energy?

I told her everything. That I could hear my deceased mom and other spirits, see aura colors, that energy speaks, feel peoples energy/health problems and know how to help them heal. Dr Grove was so patient and listened to everything that was jammed in my head and so afraid to tell people about.

Dr Grove told me exactly what I thought, I'm a psychic medium. Yet, I still doubted. How does someone near 40 become a psychic medium? "Easy," she said. "It's in the DNA and sometimes it can manifest later in life." 4 years later it's taken me a lot of confidence to write about this and to come out and tell people. Would anyone even believe me?

I decided to seek out Energy Healing School for more answers and I was able to put all this stuff together and make sense of it. Auras, chakras, emotional pain that leads to physical pain or dis-ease. I was able to ground myself in the science.

This blind sided me. Never in a million, billion years did I think this could happen. Why me? I'm still trying to figure that one out, but this great big gift I have isn't for me, it's for everyone else who needs healing. This is a crazy world we live in full of pain, suffering and dis-ease. Did I come to earth for such a time as this to help those in need? I'll let you be the judge.